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[chrisxgc]

I have come to a decision. Im done. With everything. Friends...This group. Its over. The only thing that I need is Jessie, and I need you now baby....

*Walks outside, resting his head in his hands*

Comments

[jen__love]

You know...other people need Jessie too.

[chrisxgc]

Well unlike you, I dont have friends. Other than her the only people I have are Billy, Paul and Mandy. Im so sorry. If she wants she can go back and be with you. Im not fighting with anyone anymore

[jen__love]

Whoa Chris that's not what I meant...and you know..right now I don't have many friends. I have considered you a friend though and I'm here if you need anything. I don't know what the heck is going on with the band and frankly it's probably none of my business, as most things are. But you can talk to me if you need to. I'm just letting you know that I love Jessie too...

[chrisxgc]

I know that and Im sorry for taking her. But there is one thing you have to understand Love. Jessie is the only thing that makes me smile anymore. Not even being on stage does anymore. She is the only thing that does.....So thats why I said I needed her, to help me smile

[xbilly_martinx]

i hear ya and man...i'm with ya.

i love you man.

[chrisxgc]

I love you too bro..

*nods* Were going to catch hell for this *laughs*

[joelgc]

Haha, fuck you, Billy.

[jessa_simpson]

Woah Woah Woah...

We need to talk hunny.....
Whatever is going on....we'll deal with

But you have alot to think about...

I'm not going anywhere though
I'm here
and I Love you <3

and yeah you heard me correctly...I said I Love you

[[PS..I might not be home tonight so you shoooould get your fine ass on tommorrow night tooooooooo *LOL* <3<3<3<3]]

[chrisxgc]

Yeah your right we do need to talk...*smiles* But suddenly when I log into my journal and see your beautiful face, everything seems ok. Thank you for being there for me.....I love you too Jessica. *smiles*

[[You got it babe, I will get my fine ass on tomorrow, just for you! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO <33]]

[joelgc]

What the fuck? I told you just the other day that the only reason I haven't been talking to you lately is because I'm going through hard times.. and don't act like you have no friends. Benj and I aren't your only friends. You have Billy and Paul and TONS of other people. DON'T EVEN GIVE ME THAT SHIT. And as for being done with the group? What the fuck ever. You signed a contract, but fuck that. If you don't wanna be a part of our group, we'll find someone else. It was nice having you. Peace.

[chrisxgc]

No I am SICK of you and Benji saying you dont have anybody. No friends at all, and me and Paul and Billy sit there and worry about you. I cant count how many times we have read updates no one cares about us blah blah blah...Whatever You know thats a load of shit man. We are here, we have been here. Im tired of this. Im not Paul. Im not going to keep my mouth shut and grin and bear it. We used to be a family Joel, what the fuck happened to that? We dont talk. Ever. I know you have shit on you, who the hell doesnt. I always try to make time for you guys, but it seems as though you dont give a shit about us. And that pisses me off Im sorry. Play the damn victim Joel. Im not going to even fucking try anymore. You have Chrissy. Tony, Jere, matt, and Benji and Stacy you dont need me, you have proved that to me just now. Fuck it. I was thinking that maybe I had made a mistake, but you know what I think this is the right thing to do. Fuck it. Im out.

[joelgc]

I cant count how many times we have read updates no one cares about us blah blah blah...

I don't remember writing updates where I said I "had nobody." And even when I did, that's just how I've felt at that particular time. I didn't mean I had no FRIENDS. So, fuck that.

>i>We used to be a family Joel, what the fuck happened to that?

Well, for one, you got a girlfriend. You used to be so talkative and then you got a girlfriend and now you never talk. It's both our faults. Neither of us have tried talking to the other. The other day when you IMed me, I wasn't even talking to my BROTHER, so.. I'm sorry. I wasn't in the mood to talk.

You have Chrissy. Tony, Jere, matt, and Benji and Stacy you dont need meFunny, because I only really talk to 2 people in that group and that's Chrissy and Benj. Tony's dating my BROTHER. I don't talk to him on a regular basis. And as for Matt and Jere? They're my friends, but we're not close

[chrisxgc]

Ok see what just happened here you could have told me earlier and then maybe I wouldnt have been such an ass Joel, but you didnt. As always. Sorry. Damn. Im a fuck up

[_b_murphy]

can I be in GC then?

[chrisxgc]

sure whatever..well this is how i look at it. you dont like me joel and right now i dont like you. and this is lovely. i might not be able to quit but my feelings on this shit doesnt not change and i do not have to be around you unless we are required too which as of now we are not.

[wwestacykeibler]

*dies*

[chrisxgc]

something funny?