Hey everyone. I haven't updated in awhile. The last major appearance I made was at the Lili Claire Foundation Benefit. I took a few pictures. I will post some later. Did anyone watch "Love Chain". I beg to differ with some of the things that they have been saying.

I'm seeing things fall apart for friends of mine and I really don't appreciate it.

I insist that you keep things on the up and up because if I can figure it out, so can you.

My mom took me to Disneyland last week and it was the most fun I've had in yearsI miss John. I don't know why but the other night I just felt the need to hear his voice... ( Read more... )

I've started over. It's all new, I'm a new person and I'm not going to make any of the mistakes I've made in the past. I'm not going to be so easy to crack or so easy to read. I'm not going to be so easily taken advantage of, or so weak. I'm going to make friends and smile more and spend more time with my family. I'm going to work harder, yet not ( Read more... )

I'm home. I've been home for a little while now. I did stop in and see Hailie for a little while in Detroit and the time away from everything was nice. It's always nice to spend time around a child, it sort of brings you back, reminds you where you came from and what life was like when it was much more simple ( Read more... )

So. Nice little morning call. When I get to set, it seems that there is no...crew? Word came through that we're DONE SHOOTING. Why you ask? Oh because the funds didn't go through and just like I should have expected, filming fell through altogether. I mean....we weren't that deep into actual FILMING yet, but things were looking clear and underway ( Read more... )

Awhile back, in the midst of Ashton and I, I became really close with Marshall. He came out to NYC to see me when I was there with Ashton and after Ash and I broke up, I spent about a week at his house in Detroit. I originally went with the intentions of staying with my Aunt Kathy who lives there but Marshall wouldn't let me..he wanted me with ( Read more... )

I talked to Marshall last night for the first time in FOR.EV.ER. I missed the crap outta him...I needed that talk. I'm not gonna get all emotional about it...because he hates that. I'm just glad we're still tight. Cuz yeah. Sooo he's coming to see me. He's gonna fly out and be here next Wednesday and I promised I'd make time for him because ( Read more... )

It's amazing how many times you can fail at something you want so badly ( Read more... )

I'm terrified to get my hopes up.

But I smiled today.

Well, happy 4th, I know I'm late. Mama Hewey had her big annual 4th of July bash at her place yesterday and it was such a blast as always. mmm BBQ. It felt good to spend sometime with people I consider to be family...clear my mind a litte I suppose ( Read more... )