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[chrisxgc]

Well I got a call from Billy today and asked me when I was planning on coming to Europe to meet with the guys. I in some ways am ready to go. I miss the guys. But in a way Im not ready to go. I have gotten so used to seeing Jessie everyday and with her not there, it is going to be different. But this is something we both new was going to happen

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[jen__love]

Is that why there are 12 messages on my machine from Jessie in tears? *rae*

Oh man this isn't gonna be fun.

Have a good time in Europe doll *smiles* We'll miss you over here.

[chrisxgc]

Hey Love, I want you and Mandy to do something for me. Ok? Take care of her while I am gone. This is not going to be easy but its something i have to do. I dont want to see her hurt, and *Takes a deep breath* I have to go...

[jen__love]

I know Chris. We'll take good care of her for you *smiles* Have fun and take care of yourself.

[chrisxgc]

*smiles and nods* I will

[jessa_simpson]

I'm trying to think of the exact words to say right now...

But they're not coming to me

Iv'e been staring at my screen for 10 minutes

*wipes away a tear*

I know I need to come out of this room & face you, I shouldn't be hiding when I only have a mere few more hours to be in your arms...

I'm so sorry....
I got more attached than I should have
And the way the thought of you not being here hurts me, really scares me....

[chrisxgc]

Jessie

[jen__love]

*starts to cry softly, goes to cuddle with Josh*

You just made me go all sappy Lifetime.

[jessa_simpson]

Chris,

I will try my best to smile....
Everytime I feel sad..I'll think about how you want me to smile...I'll think about YOUR smile & that should be enough to bring one to my face...
I wish you would have told me, everything you were thinking and feeling...you still can...we've got time...I would Love if you called me everyday..if you get the chance....There's still so much I wanna know about you...Even if you wanted me to forget about you..it wouldn't happen....I was afraid that you would forget about me to be honest
I truly didn't think I had the ability to care about someone the way I care for you ever again, but here you came proving me very very wrong..
At least I still have those retarded photo booth pictures we took at the mall on my fridge *laughs a little at the thought of them* By the way....I stuck something in your bag...I hope you find it
I'm going to miss you sooo sooo sooo much Baldy, but the sound of your voice & the thought that you'll be back will keep me going....& I'll be counting down the days...

Love,
Jessie

[jen__love]

thank you mandy.

[jessa_simpson]

I Love you mandy face <3 so much

[melvinluvssp]

I love your band, Good Charlotte.

[chrisxgc]

Thanks man