into the ocean, end it all. into the ocean, end it all. into the ocean, end it all.

i want to swim away but don't know. sometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the ocean. lift the waves up and take me down. let the hurricanes set in motion. let the rain and what i feel right now hold me down, let the rain come down.

Nikki is happy! yay! (props to you girl! now draw me my tattoo!)

where are my boys Agassi and Optimus? hiding from me this morning?

i blame you. because i didn't do anything. and you never stood up for me. and you never had the courage to tell her i was right. and you didn't want to listen to me. and you called me your friend. and i couldn't even confide in you. and you still don't come to me and you're leaving. and i feel discarded like a used condom. and i don't ( Read more... )

I miss you.

and just let that beautiful bean footage role.

Fact: No one heard me scream just now. Fact: You cannot prove to me that behind my bedroom door is the rest of my apartment, unless I open it. Fact: I have Doubt. Fact: If we wish to see changes in the world, we must do the changing. Fact: Some things happen, sometimes they only happen once, especially those that happen once, like my random scream ( Read more... )

In a way, in our contemporary world view, it’s easy to think that science has come to take the place of God. But some philosophical problems remain as troubling as ever. Take the problem of free will. This problem has been around for a long time, since before Aristotle in 350 B.C. St. Augustine, St. Thomas Aquinas, these guys all worried about how ( Read more... )

Twenty one, feeling down ( Read more... )

what do you do when you're not happy, and the changes you make just aren't yielding results?

the Dam of Maturity and Experience restrains the River Emotion from pummelling the Life below. I would call out for Ariel but I don't believe in Angels anymore. I wonder if God died with the Dinosaurs, or if it ever really existed - not that it's productive to ponder about things that we can't prove tangible beyond simply Doubt, the only thing I'm ( Read more... )