Somewhat bored. Think he'll call? ::shrugs:: I don't really feel like doing anything [with anyone], but that would change, I know, the minute I saw him. He is another of those people who have auras that feel amazing. And a gorgeous smile ( Read more... )

Yeah. Trying to be positive. Trying to say "I just don't care." Trying to think "Enjoy what you have with him." When I was on the phone with Josh last night I was zoning off and I almost started jabbering to him about how "I want to be a happy person and so that is what I am going to do. Be happy." I stopped myself, though. I say the dumbest things ( Read more... )

I don’t remember where I left off in the on-going saga between Mike and I, but I’m sure it was on a good note. I am sure if I go back through my paper journal it will also only tell of what we did that day and be concluded with something to the lines of, “He is so amazing.” And he is. But for a limited time only. ::sings Vendetta Red:: Our days are ( Read more... )

I feel like shit, so I’ll probably get online tonight. Which means you’re reading this now. Well, seeing as I do not remember what the status on things was last time I updated, I will give a brief summary of things in terms of Mike, I guess.
6/12 Met Mike at a party.
6/13We hung out at the mall. He kissed me.
6/16 He called to invite me to the B ( Read more... )

Ready for one of the most tragic stories of my romantic life? It could have a happy ending, but that part hasn't unfolded yet...
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So tomorrow is the last day of school. I have my American Government and Biology II exams tomorrow. We get out at 12:30 because on exam days we have early dismissal. Anthony had me give him my number yesterday. While I was writing it down I asked, “Are you actually going to call?” He said he would. And he did. Which shocked the shit out of me. We ( Read more... )

So at least half the people I know are graduating. I did see Andy today. He smiled at me and wrinkled his nose a few times. If that is the last memory I ever have of him, I think I can live. I met Anthony-a guy who has fascinated me for awhile, mostly because he reminds me in a very slight way of Andy-today. And, get this, they were sitting ( Read more... )

I'm not dead, just so everyone knows, seeing as I rarely update lately. I think of it all the time, but then I never get around to posting them. So I am posting a short entry now. Then it is off to the shower and then probably call Josh-Boy ( Read more... )

So for some reason Josh popped into my mind. Not the Josh I usually talk about, but THE Josh. That was when things were constant and the word “love” was synonymous with “manic-depression,” but mostly the mania part. I can’t believe he’s been married almost a year with a kid a few months younger than their marriage. Last time we talked was August ( Read more... )

Well I wrote up entries covering the past few days, but as I have not gotten online lately, I have not posted them. So I will just give short summaries, I guess.

Thursday: Work sucked. I worked from 4-11. There were a lot of really impatient people, but there were also some really cool ones. Unfortunately, as it often goes, the fuckers outranked ( Read more... )