I am so fucking cold. And a little bit deflated-feeling. It’s just one of those days where it’s not raining, but there is a greyness to the sky. I was cold all day and I dozed off in all of my classes at one point or another ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I did end up going to check the schedule. They still had the 5/9-5/15 one up. So I'll go Monday after school to check it. I want to go to the mall tomorrow. I'll find someone to go with.
My father, mother, sister and I went to the Golden Corral for dinner. One of the servers had a gastronomical disturbance, so every time he walked by us ( Read more... )

Yeah, I just got back from James' party. It was fun, mostly. Except these two girls were there and they were really fucking annoying and Shitox showed up at one point. I knew he would. He always knows where I'm at. And, on top of that, Brandon and Spy were there at the party, so I knew he'd have even more reason to show up. I was hiding in the ( Read more... )

Mom and I were talking and I mentioned that it disturbs me to think of 8th graders thinking about sex, saying “In 8th grade I know I wasn’t even thinking about sex. I am a Junior in high school now and I don’t think about it much, for that matter.” She found that hard to believe. She always doubts me or judges me when I’m totally honest. It’s ( Read more... )

It is 3:00. I am sitting here eating a Kids Cuisine macaroni and cheese meal. It’s not really macaroni and cheese-it’s like macaroni and disease. I kid you not, this is not cheese. It’s like fucking water. The corn may very well be the best part of the meal. No, I take that back. The chocolate cars are really good for being cheap. Oh my god, I am ( Read more... )

I just got home from work a half hour ago. 10:30 to 6. Except six turned into seven because some dumbfuck decided to lock their stuff in the locker I was occupying. All I had in there was my time card. I guess I’ll bring a change of clothes from now on. JESUS! So I couldn’t punch out and I ended up having to find a manager and filling out a manual ( Read more... )

Don't really feel like updating, but I will anyway ( Read more... )

Yeah. I didn't finish Ender's Game. I was reading it and started falling asleep, so I put it aside and gave in. Tomorrow I am going to have some serious reading to do, I guess. Shouldn't be too bad, though. I edited some of the poem. It's still a work in progress. Ben said he likes it better than some of my other ones because "it's not in poem form ( Read more... )

I wrote a new poem today. Mr. Schreiner gave us a scenario example of how spread out people were back when the Constitution was being made in which he said, “fifteen-hundred miles.” It’s kind of neat. There’s no rhyming/real rhythm and I just wrote whatever came to mind-pictures, emotions regarding them, words people around me used, etc.

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6:58 in the postmortem. Sitting around listening to Incubus Morning Views. So here’s the whole update on everything in my little world and the one outside of it ( Read more... )