VENT! {I’m sure this is a work in progress}
Pretty intense. My emotions are pretty intense right now to have to be writing like THIS again. I'll be surprised if I really actually manage to get words out because I'm so ticked off. So annoyed. SO BETRAYED.

You lying, manipulative, HYPOCRITCAL..... I can't believe how foolish I am. Well, I take that ( Read more... )

I never use this thing anymore. I'd forgotten all about it until DeeDee brought it back up to me ( Read more... )

Thus, now I'm up..... it's almost 1:30 in the morning. Blech, I hate when I do that but here I am.

Maybe I'm just super excited, I really don't know.

*I GOT THE JOB AT THE HUMANE SOCIETY!!!! I get to work with animals, which is what I've always wanted to do!
I had the interview on Thursday after work. Recieved the call for the job offer on Friday and ( Read more... )

I only met him on Sunday and I feel like I know him so well ( Read more... )

This is ridiculous how long this sleep deprivation thing is lasting!!! I'm exhausted but no matter how long, or how still I lie down for I CANNOT fall asleep ( Read more... )

Matthew is the most wonderful person ever. =D ( Read more... )

Meeting Matthew tonight was great. Even if he just turns out to be my friend, he's an amazing friend to have. From the get go I was not my usual uncomfortable self. I was able to make eye contact from the start which is something I never do. The conversation never died, he was a complete gentleman, even bought me mints after I just mentioned I ( Read more... )

Today [in less than an hour], I have a coffee "date" with a potential future mate.
*knock on wood*

Who am I kidding???
Off to make another friend. Here I go.....

Still waiting for things to get better, start looking up. Don't think I just sit around and hope for it to come. I'm trying to change things myself but some things just don't want to budge and it's so frustrating ( Read more... )

So one of the guys I met last week at Greg's shindig met up with me last night once again at Rebar. It was interesting to say the least, and there's something about the guy that I find real cool and I'm comfortable with but he's 29 and there's some baggage there. I've learned my lesson about baggage. Besides, he's just into having fun right now. It ( Read more... )