Day 2 no hot water. Frickin Amish up in this piece.

Dead friend keeps ghosting on FBCHAT... WTFIT?

boyfriend gone five days.
can not sleep in our bed yet.
on the couch alone.

had an insane dream where i went to althorp and visited princess di's grave. i sat on some stones and discussed the duality of Binah with the shade of dr. john dee.

the next straight man who says "no homo" to me will be taken out of the gene pool.

especially when followed with "no homo, but touch my abs... arent they great?"

sorry, but if you want my compliments on your body, they only come in the homo variety.

*growl*

training over.

first day of actual work. precious moneys in pocketses.

gainful employment does wonders for my self-esteem...

yay.

mib

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so jayson will be attending his first family event with that clusterfuck of crazy known as the barbour clan this summer.... specifically, my cousin's wedding. what amuses me most is that his invite came from the bride-to-be, so it took someone willingly boarding the lollercoaster of my kin to get my boyfriend invited to a family event. Yeeeee with ( Read more... )

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the Mystery is not in wishing or yearning
it is the fallow dark
where we shed foreknowledge
and dreams
and lie silent

contemplating the abject terror
of the moment when we Become.

the moment the fire touches the wick
another day, a hand, an accident...
pushes OUT
and into being.