and these our sometimes somethings ( Read more... )

She wanted that escape in beauty expressed in we-beingness. i wanted to know all of her ( Read more... )

i am very worried that what i am posting in this post is more or less correct ( Read more... )

it seems to get so far ahead of itself at this point. we agree that the means of sustainance that we have chosen is far more laborious than many of the other options presented to us. that the quantity of work put forth goes above and beyond what is necessary to maintain our own existence. we agree that each season there IS a surplus of food. we ( Read more... )

so we seem to come to the essential notions of mystery at this point. the mysteries that have guided us to speculation. throughout the last ten thousand years we have been expanding our vocabulary for the sole purpose of forming doctrines in the shape of jigsaw pieces so as to at some point find them all fitting together. but they dont. these ( Read more... )

as the current pillar of salt disentigrates due to the rising level of moisture in the sunken celestial air, there is a flattening, a resurgence of surface as a basis of comprehension. i guess this would be analogous to the assumption that as soon as New becomes Common Place the New is seen in the distance and the now is unacknowledged simply ( Read more... )

well, as of right now, it looks like i will be flying back to jacksonville on the twenty first of december. i will not be buying a round trip ticket. instead, as of last night, i have made arrangements to fly to Paris on the fourteenth of january and from paris to catch a train to southwest spain to work at an olive orchard for the duration of ( Read more... )

so i guess it was about two weeks ago when thomas and i woke up in west los angeles. the sun was slowly rising as the frying pan burned and the coffee pot dripped. he drove us to hollywood where we walked around aimlessly with one eye on the minute hand. we reached a church that sported a "free coffee" sign on its rod iron fence. we sat and i ( Read more... )

And in cool softness like that of warm rock on autumn mountain when the sun gives shadows to the wild and thorned roots of brush ( Read more... )

well here i am. working at this hostel here in san luis obispo makin pancakes and pies and climbing mountains in my spare time. all those other plans the ones outside of here are out the window out this point. the sky is blue the air is warm and dry and this california this central california is so right where i am and where i will be for a while. ( Read more... )