Dear landlord ( Read more... )

Yeah i'm back online and updating good old live journel...JES..OKAY ( Read more... )

It seems whenever I think I connect with someone (mainly someone female) I tend to completley blow it out of proportion and I confince myself I like said person more then I actually do. Then I usually end up getting to know them more and realizing that I'm not that interested in them anyhow, then I start looking for someone else ( Read more... )

I am seriously the last person to be a Drama Queen or King about anything at all. That's not my style. But even I, late at night, sometimes, especially during the last month or so, just feel like Screaming and fucking smashing my face against a wall in frustration ( Read more... )

Hey you, yeah thats right i'm talking to you Mr."I can do whatever and I think I'm great" well guess what? You're not so great. You can't climb mountains, you can't carve pumpkins. You silly fucking goat. Whatever, take your slim jims, take your fucking mild shakes, do whatever the FUCK you WANT, I know whats sexy and what isn't sexy and you gaggle ( Read more... )

I think it's funny the way you break in half, and try to run circles around yourself. I think its noteworthy to say that you tried too hard and maybe i'm lashing out the wrong way. Today can become whatever it has to as long as I can still talk like I care ( Read more... )

My wounds are healing up and my wrist is feeling much better ( Read more... )

Thursday a slammed my car into the back of another car and smashed my head into the windsheild. I got lucky injury wise, only superficial cuts on my head and a sprained wrist.

My car is totaled.

I won't have another car for a long time.

Nice digs jay.

Fuck your landlady...and her son.

Got new shoes.

Slowly growing more tired of everything.

Fuck everything

Fuck trying to get to know new people

Fuck confidence in myself

Fuck that ball growing in my stomach

Fuck my car

Fuck my job

Fuck my life which isn't bad enough to legitamitly complain about

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!

I knew a girl who was raped.

The day after it happened I saw this girl smile.

I remind myself of this when my life seems like crap.

It makes me look for reasons to smile.