goin home tomorrow..tear...so i wont be able to write a lot till i convince my mom to take the computer to get fixed..im gonna miss talkin to ian..he my boy! maybe ill meet some fine boys over on the west side..lol of florida..dang im gonna miss bein over here but at the same time i wont have the drama! at least not yet..once i start makin friends ( Read more... )

i hate this. i hate not bein able to help everyone! it really really bites. ive always been told that this is one of my flaws. i guess i just hate to see my friends down. but im findin i cant be everything to everyone. that sometimes u gotta help urself ya know? im learnin it the hard way like everything else i learn. i wanna move back to keywest ( Read more... )

The world is flat, all joy is gone ( Read more... )

oh geez..what a night..sometimes it feels like right when i find a happy place in life somethin from the past creeps up on me and bits me in the tush. its like this. i got this friend..like one of my best friends..no my only best friend(that aint related to me) and its like she goin through some ruff stuff..well it used to be that i went to her for ( Read more... )

ha i forgot some i's in that last entry so just try to make since of it and all i was excited and typin fast and all so yea

dang its been a while and man i have a lot to say! ok lets see where to start...well i went to disney on the 2nd of july cant member if i put that in here so im just gonna talk bout it anyways...me my grams aunt n cousin went and stayed at the disney caribbean beach resort...it was cool...no hot guys unfortunatly..at least not ones that didnt have ( Read more... )

im goin on vacation tomorrow!!! i cant wait! gonna chill by the pool and just hang with my cousin. then im goin back up with my aunt and cousin to georgia! thats gonna be awesome. get out of florida for a while! lol today i was bored so my brother and his friend kim and i all went to the bowlin alley to play pool. that was fun. but im such an idiot ( Read more... )

ahh! today is goin to be a bad day. i can already tell. i woke up at 10:16 cuz ray brought over kim...uggh! i went to sleep late cuz i was talkin to sam like at 1:45 this morinin and after that i couldnt sleep..so i played some ps2..i still suck..and at about 7 i fell asleep. austin came over at 6 cuz my daddy left. gonna be gone for like 3 days or ( Read more... )

wow! i feel so down..so depressed..i feel like doing something stupid...like going over the edge..but i cant..too many ppl care..i want to explode..so many feelings inside. i dont know what to do how to act. does she care. does she really love me. or does she say it to get me to leave her alone. im a nobody. a nothin. a blank face in the crowd. ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )