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i need to update more frequently.

summer has been pretty nice so far. lots of chilling with the casey. i miss friar santo a lot and i'm worried because he's leaving next monday.

please God, keep him safe.in other news, casey and i are going to get an apartment in brooklyn when we're done with school ( Read more... )

i wish that i had a boy to protect me when i walk around the city and drunk men yell sexually explicit things.

we are just the walking, waking dead...

rest in His peace, JPII...


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i hate it when people look at me...

*self reflective sigh*

life is just hard for people like us...

and you tell her to give in
to the demons that possess her
and that God never blessed her insidei am hurt on the inside ( Read more... )

sometimes in the morning
i am petrified and can’t move
awake but cannot open my eyes
and the weight is crushing down on my lungs
i know i can’t breathe
and hope someone will save me this time

and you tell her to give in to
the demons that possess her
and that God never blessed her inside

i cried every day for a month…i feel like i can’t talk to ( Read more... )

sometimes in the morning
i am petrified and can’t movesometimes on days like this ( Read more... )

Okay, so the last couple of days have been absolutely horrible. My house interview was beyond pathetic. I started crying about half and hour before I went in and I didn’t talk to anyone even though everyone was trying to be all nice, and then I didn’t give a single coherent answer. I pretty much haven’t stopped crying since Saturday. I don’t ( Read more... )