I just read every post (except the blabbering I thought was poetry) and I cannot fucking believe how emo I used to be. I don't get it because all of that complaining and whining and I was having so much goddamn fun at the same time. Besides that broad I was dating around my 21st birthday, for 2 solid years passed that was some of the best fucking ( Read more... )

been a long time since i have posted an entry on this fucking thing. So, nothing has changed at all, shit still sucks while other shit is getting better. ISIS is coming to town this month and i am really excited since they are one of me favs. Other than that college is just as fun as usual.

I have a new house and it is totally sweet. My room is way bigger and i have space for all my bullshit. So yeah i'm feeling damn good. Ihsahn of Emperor released his solo album last week and i am orderingh it right now and i am really excited to fucking hear it. I'm sure it will be metal fury ( Read more... )

I been listening to Darkthrone intensely lately. ain't really got nothing to say i'm totally awake. just feelin good. as usual just a little bored.

gossip reslly sickens me. i hate hearing about things that don't concern me.

lust is a powerful thing when the one you desire lurks in your dreams. sin and sensation.

I feel suffocated. I need some goddamn solitude. I need to split somewhere for a couple of days. my head feels like it's gonne explode. Feels like locusts buzzing around my living corpse slowly eating away my flesh while the vultures await their turn, while the maggots begin to crawl ontop of the organisms already contributing to the festering of ( Read more... )

Everyone has a myspace account. i know eventually i'll jump on the bandwagon but i enjoy this already. it's more private since no one really uses livejournal anymore except for those select few. i think i did real shitty on the exam i just took. i didn't study barely at all for it. and the last night i tried to cram it all in. real stupid and i ( Read more... )

Sometime i feel like a jackass. I don stpuid things and don't worry about them until later down the road which is really dumb. I need to start thinking before i do anything. I always think i already know everything but i don't. oh well. i just took my first exam today and there was only a few questions i was unsure about. but other than that i ( Read more... )

all this homework and shit is killing me. so tonight i'm gonne burn cds, watch tv, play with my best friend (my weiner) and call it a night. Sometimes i really miss that one person who was in my life not too long ago. but i guess i need to keep purging those feelings.