I just don't know what to think anymore. I feel so lost.

So, a few days ago I got an e-mail from Cornerstone Festival, announcing that this year will be the last Cornerstone ever. I'm so deeply saddened by this news, it's as if I'm losing a close friend. It's made me reflect back on the many, many memories acquired at that festival -- too many to count, really. All the bands I've seen, met, and got my ( Read more... )

Reborn again! Reborn again! :D

What do you do when you're watching the woman you've loved secretly for 14 months be swept off her feet by another man, but you're too scared to tell her how you really feel?

So far, all I've come up with is "sulk and lament." And that's what I've been doing. :'(

Wow, been a while since I've given this thing some attention. Sorry about that, old friend ( Read more... )

It's not that I've given up on love, it's that I no longer welcome the concept in my life.

I was inspired to write this recently, and was just going to post in on facebook, but then I realized that it'll just get buried and forgotten within a day. It's not often I write something deep and meaningful, so I'd rather preserve it so it can be read for years to come. Hello, livejournal. This is what's on my mind right now ( Read more... )

Cornerstone 2010... what can I say? It was awesome. It was just Evan and I. Despite our poorness, we still had a great time. I didn't buy much merch, but what I did get was a special edition version of P.O.D.'s first album, three vinyl albums (Zao - When Blood and Fire Bring Rest, Beloved - Failure On, Further Seems Forever - How To Start A ( Read more... )

When you start to realize that love is more than just romantic feelings and infatuation -- much, much more -- you begin to realize just how little you actually know about it, and why it's failed for you in the past. In 24 years, I've had almost no love life. That always bothered me, until my last relationship. When I finally got what I wanted, I ( Read more... )

Cornerstone's comin' up pretty fast. I'm excited about that. I can't wait to see Demon Hunter, MyChildren MyBride, A Plea for Purging, Skillet, Switchfoot, John Reuben, mewithoutYou, Living Sacrifice, Photoside Cafe, Bradley Hathaway, Sleeping Giant, Eisley, Bleach, Impending Doom, Becoming the Archetype, Rodent Emporium, Manafest, House of ( Read more... )