yeah, it rocked...first i had to go to a kiwanas (sp) meeting which kinda sucked cause the guy who was supposed to go wasnt going, but then jmac came so it was all good. he picked me up and everything. i really dont think i have ever had this much in common with someone, and i like the feeling i get when i see him, or the butterflies when he speaks ( Read more... )

im going to share some lyrics with yall, now these are awesome lyrics by skillet, but first i am going to tell you about a skit that was done to this song ( Read more... )

so today i am going to tell you my life story ( Read more... )

whats up, with me everything has changed. he doesnt like me that way....thats it right ( Read more... )

i dont know what im doing now, i cant think about anything but him, and i know that will do me no good. i got my neon sign....he doesnt so there, thats it...right?

ok, so i want to give up something i am so horridly addicted to that it pretty much controls my entire being-dr pepper. so i this is my way of making a commitment, on my live journal from now till the 20th day without dr.pepper i am going to update almost every night with my progress. so i am going to give any unfortunate readers a recap ( Read more... )

tonight has been amazing, its so great to hear from home and this time spent here in ducktown now, its just a test. and in a few months i will return to my earthly home, Truett north carolina...but it will never compare to that day when i will forever be not only in the presence of my friends and role models who have been here along the way, but i ( Read more... )

i know what i have to do about the whole "guy" issue, i have to leave it alone. its never gonna happen and i just have to accept that and move on. he and i are in completely different worlds, he is planning the rest of his life, i am planning a writing journal in english, i am looking for a friend to spend a few months with, he is looking for ( Read more... )

i am really sorry for the last entry being so depressing, im getting better for now. im trying to give it to God and move on, let Him decide what i need in my life. i have to go to work in a few minutes. i had a great talk with Ms. Hughes during lunch today, just about stuff, later Mrs. Bigham said she was bad at me because i stole her friend so ( Read more... )

he is all i can think about anymore...well once again. its weird, you can spend a year away from someone and think that part of your heart is better, and then you see them and you remember what you saw in them once upon a time. i really miss him. i really love him and it just took a bit of time to find that. i once said that you have to experience ( Read more... )