As I lay there cold and naked on the floor of the bathroom tub ( Read more... )

Well I have been hearin the voices the past two days. Urg. Why don't they go away like they used too. Maybe I should start taking my meds again. It's beginning to be too much. I need a beer. I just called my sister, who works at a food import store, and told her to bring me home some kinda alcohic beverage tonight. I hope she does :) Eh.. I'm not ( Read more... )

Well I work 7 hours today, dressing manikins, organizing clothes and choosing what the store can sell and what it can't. Was a day full of standing on my feet in the wrong shoes, but it was great. I love my job ( Read more... )

now im trippin' I just looked at my last two entries, before my last one... and now I am officially trippin' and scared.

The strangest thing happened to me today, and it has happened to me before, and I know this is probably the hardest thing for me to type, and the hardest thing for anyone to believe. But I got contacted by the Lord today. I can't exactly explain or write what it was about. It was all in my head, wasn't like I was struck by lightening or anything, ( Read more... )

Father, Father, help us, send some guidence from above, 'cause people got me, got me, qusetioning, where is the love?

xoxo.

Well I just got off the phone with my dad, and we had a very enlightening conversation. He said that he thinks this whole voices thing is an invitation. Something like when I explained eariler about his theory about the vibrations/Hz's being generated at raves, but not everyone is suseptible to hearing the voices or getting the messages and ( Read more... )

I know this has nothing to do with anything but it turns out this guy I've been homies with on the internet for 5 years in the UK (we've never met) but it looks like my friend Mike who is big in the rave scene can send him out here to DJ at a party (cause my friend is a DJ) and then we can finally meet! I was gonna go see him in a few years when I ( Read more... )

I feel much better today, last night I was pretty drunk and on xanax, and hearing these voices the past 5/6 days has been driving me absolutely CRAZY ( Read more... )

i'm not one to express how I feel so I leave you with this simple photo, all the sudden I feel like this inside. Wish I were one who could talk about how things effect me or what it is that does it to me, but.. eh...

xoxo.


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