in this life, you have to re-earn what you took for granted and i believe that's fair. it's just, i take for granted a lot of things because i'm irresponsible. i try to be responsible but i'm ultimately irresponsible. my mom babied me too much and when she died that was that, i was left with nothing.

i was visited by a ghost, and this ghost felt so much sadness for me, threw it's feelings at me, it was my mom of course. feeling sad that she couldn't be near me. that it'd been two years since that visit. she said "yavrum benim" which means my little baby in turkish. she misses me... i know it ( Read more... )

I'm looking forward to a new beginning:

more interesting books
working out to get rid of you
new music

i question the existence of devils and demons
not angels ♥

keep it
like a secret.
important secrets from God.

there will be peace ♥

i'm also really proud of my book. I was reading it and I'd like to share ( Read more... )

http://worldmedspharmacy.net sells soma without a prescription, LOVELY! but it's hell of expensive.

oh and by the way that was for stephens.

one thing my mom's friend patricia said was ( Read more... )

she can't be tamed
because of what she did in the river...

i have no choice but to believe that those that are in hell are only haunted.

BE responsible, don't just envy those that ARE responsible. like me, i envied my mom for being responsible. we only have one life, be responsible with it ;)

so ya, i'm becoming more responsible. sent in my transcript request form and all. start school in the winter.