Depression

[cianxylona]

settled low and tight and i can feel the weight of it. i want to hide somehow. the utter stillness of the air eases some until i take a walk...and then a hush until the valley. a silence that crawls up my spine a little bit. mountains at 8,000 ft are not usually this still. somehow i think it's Jesus saying "hush, listen, be still". I talk to my

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[seviana]

I want to say some thing to comfort you and help you deal with the depression grief loss feeling you have.But I am not sure what I can say what will help. Just know my thoughts go out to you. If you ever want to talk, or message, let me know at Seviana@aol.com

[cianxylona]

thank you dennis. i'm sorry i haven't commented...been a little "six sheets to the wind" here in the mountains. i am sorry that you have been in the hospital...i hope that you are ok?

[seviana]

I am recovering. It is a slow process. Will be months to a full recovery. But I am hoping I am released to go back to work in the next two weeks. "Six sheets to the wind" as in imbibing or rhetorically speaking?

Since we last talked, I see you moved to New Mexico and I moved back to Wisconsin. Been trying to stay in touch with you all along.

I am a fish out of water here. Most of the people I knew back here have social life that revolves around drinking. Its not a real open minded community. Lots of rednecks at least in the over 30's. I will not go back to California. At this point, I am here as long as my Mom is alive, she is 94.

What sort of work are you doing in new Mexico? Did you finish your program in Tennessee? Do you have direct email or phone?

What all happened in the past two years?