when i think about my life, about an eigth of the time i really would like to burst into tears.

the other seven-eighths, i have to laugh, really. because what is that thing? seriously.

omg. death.

i've been watching felicity a lot lately. kerri russel is amazing. that show literally changed my life, and i hate myself ( Read more... )

i am officially employed. yessss.

yesterday was the kentucky derby and i didn't even realize it ( Read more... )

ewww what a gross entry previous to this one. i'm trying not to whine so much. shut the eff up kiki. literally, i had to talk myself into doing my papers last night and studying. as in i was actually saying out loud, in a normal sized voice, "kiki, just do the work, it's not that hard! just start writing and seriously you'll be fine." judged.

my mother came home today. she sounded so much better when i talked to her. she called me, not to tell me she was coming home, but to tell me that nomar got injured and had to be taken off the field in a stretcher. as a side note, she mentioned she was on her way back. she also found time to judge me for my answering machine message. which i, ( Read more... )

yesterday my sister and i went to visit my mother in the hospital. i have never seen her look that way before. she was lying on her bed with an oxygen tube in her nose and her skin looked papery and her hand was bruised from an i.v. and her other hand had another iv in it. she could barely even speak. the whole time i was there all i wanted to do ( Read more... )

i am boring, which is why i never write here. i have less than nothing to say ( Read more... )

1.) hole: "reasons to be beautiful" and for all your secrets kept, i squashed the blossom. and the blossom is dead ( Read more... )

i am doing this because i'm extremely bored and the only way left for me to procrastinate is to write my midterms or do this. i'm too lazy to write a real entry, let alone my papers, so i'm doing this. death ( Read more... )