on the 2nd of april, it snowed. and i walked back from my car with my hood up and my head bent to the wind and i thought "well, this is ridiculous" and i tried to smoke a cigarette in a battle against the huge blobs of ice that were falling, falling from a heavy gray sky and i passed a subaru legacy wagon with connecticut tags and i thought about ( Read more... )

i think i might be falling in love for the second time in my life. i am not sure, but i feel it creeping around in my heart like the ghost of a thing. but a good ghost. a friendly, shy ghost. i am so very happy about this thing that i thought i would never ever feel again. i have come back to life. finally ( Read more... )

i am jealous of your toilet articles,
of the drops of sweat on your skin,
of the germs in the air you breathe which could get into your blood and poison you...
i love you madly,
irrationally,
infinitely.

in your hiding places i will search you out and we will stand at last face to face in the real world and i will ask you why you have only come to me in dreams and you will reply that you wanted to show me and your big yellow eyes will find me out and i will run with you, coyote.

i got pudding for a backbone, but so do you ( Read more... )

spoke too soon. again.

a happy day indeed when the boy with the eyes of a killer turns out to be a dream come true, after all. congratulations to me for reeling in a keeper (finally).

a sad day indeed when the boy with the eyes of a killer proves to be just another disappointment in disguise. if i had a penny for every broken promise... i could afford to pay people to keep them. am i wearing a sign that says "please walk all over me, i like it?" let me check. no ( Read more... )

tonight zoe and i went to the waffle house so i could start my 3 times a week study in a key aspect of american culture. i am obsessed with sketching everyone and everything in sight. mostly people. there's so much there to appreciate. i was sketching this boy with a cigarette in his hand and he knew it. it's funny how people act when they ( Read more... )

tremor of light ( Read more... )