(Untitled)

[cibsy]

{Last time

Comments

[lyndastanton]

Please read and comment on my journal people.

[cibsy]

i dont want to know that u eat and throw up and stuff

[lyndastanton]

thanks for caring about me. you truly are a wonderful human being.

[lyndastanton]

do you still have an ed or are you better now? maybe you can help me. lynda

im better

[cibsy]

i would love to help u

thanks

[lyndastanton]

that would be great. how did you get better? have you ever felt like i feel or am ialone

Re: thanks

[cibsy]

yeah ive definately felt like u before, its tough. it takes a lot of will power and strength u have to learn to love yourself. u have to want it more then anything but u have to have patience. u need to talk to a therapist, see a nutrionist, maybe get on some meds, see a medical doctor, go to support groups, write in a journal...its hard but u can do it

Re: thanks

[lyndastanton]

my parents wont let me see a therapist. maybe you could read my journal and see what i mean. did you hvae support?

Re: thanks

[cibsy]

yeah i do have tons of support then and now. sure ill read it.

[lyndastanton]

i havent heard from you for a while, will you still help me? what do you on christmas when all the food is there and it looks so yummy? i hope you will still be my friend. i think god had me find you for help.

[cibsy]

of course i'll still help you. im actually jewish so i dont do christmas but if it's anything like thanksgiving i eat a little bit of everything and stop when i feel full. It can be hard because there is so much food but just don't let it overwhelm you, try a little taste of everything and if u like one thing more then go ahead and eat more of it, it's only one day. You can do it, don't let ED win. You are strong. You deserve to eat and keep it in. trust me!!!

[lyndastanton]

how much is too much though? i weigh 86 pounds now and i think that is too much. i don't want to gain weight but the food is so good. i feel that writing in ths journal is good, but you're the only one who wants to help me. youre lucky, you only do surveys on your jounral, you dont need to write our your feelings. didyou used to feel how i feel. i wish i was dead, did you feel ike that?

[cibsy]

oh no i do write more in my journal. i didnt realize i ddint add u as a friend. i make all my entries private. I will add you now. 86lbs is way to thin. You def. need to be more then 100. I used to wish i was dead because living with an ed just completely sucks, but now i love my life, i love my friends, and i've never been so happy.