Nobody noticed that I haven't updated in forever. My house was destroyed in the huricane. My dog and ferret were killed I'm living with my aunt and uncle in Morehouse LA. At least I'm not going to school right now. I have no job. No friends. But, at least I look good, I weight 86 pounds which makes me look great. As long as I continue to ( Read more... )

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Sorry it has been so long. I have been trying to get things on track. School is going a little better I will pull off C's again. So average is all I am, I have gotten to the point where I think I can live with that. I have been seeing counselors once a week and a family therapist once a week too. So all in all things are better, but not good. I'm ( Read more... )

ive been in the hospital since just after christmas. that's why i haven't updated-not that anyone cares. noone came to see me while iw as in the hospital. the doctors said i hurt my heart. the stuck a tube in my nose to force feed me. i'm not sureif i can go back to school or not this semester. i hope i can. i want to make money and move the ( Read more... )

i lost 2 pounds since wednesday yay me! this vacation sucks, i keep getting grounded. i'm not getting anything for christmas because my bitchy grandmother won't buy me the car she promised. tonight i go to midnight mass--tat will be fun! tomorrow i get to watch everyone open up there presents while i get shit. could my life get any worse? i ( Read more... )

i wish i was dead. i hate my dad. i hate my mom. i hate my dads fiance. i am fat. i am ugly. i have no fucking friends. this vacation sucks. i think ill go to tcby and get some yogurt.

nobody likes me. my parents hate me my sister hates me and i have no friends. i wish i was dead. i thihnk i'm going to go eat my ben and jerrys and then take a laxative, at least i'll feel better. anybody like me? hello?

i got 3 cs and a b! i am the smartest girl in the world. i can go to school next semester. christmas will be fun, i think i am getting a new car from my grandma. i haven't updated in a while because i was grounded--but now that i got my grades i am back on the computer.

i didn't throw up or take a laxative after lunch today. i think i'm cured. i found some help for my disorder online and i think i want to have my goal weight be 103 pounds. that looks like a good weight and i shouldn't be too fat. i'm 5-5 and 89 pounds now. i think 103 pounds is good for me. i took one final today, i think i did really well. ( Read more... )

i really want to get better but nobody wants to help me. my dad thinks i have control and can stop. my mom doens't care. i wish i could get the help i need. my friends dont like me. i'm to ugly to get a boyfriend. i'm solonely.