I hear this small but steady voice inside me that says, "Hey, it's alright. You can make it. "You'll survive." Who or what that voice is...I don't know.

But I hope that voice is right.

Um...I'm no one to talk, with my once a month post on LJ. But...is anyone still using this thing anymore? Or is my friends page messed up? It only let's me read like 2 posts at a time, before it was like 8-10.

Just wondering.

who knew reading blogs could be so much fun!? I've been reading lots of them on finding myself...cause I'm at a crossroads on that journey. yeah, so who am i? And really what's my purpose here? NO, I'm not just talking about career. I'm talking about the BIG PICTURE ( Read more... )

Yeah, so while I'm here, I'd thought I say a few more things ( Read more... )

I rarely feel compelled to write. and even when I do, I have an even lesser compulsion to actually go to the computer, or pick up my journal and actually write anything down. But tonight, a strange conversation with my brother was just too ..too..interesting? to not write down so that I could rememeber it. A wake up call you could well...call it ( Read more... )

so, uh...Nick and I are back together.  Let me give you a brief recount of how it went down ( Read more... )

So, I'll just get to the point. ... Nick and I broke up.    I'm the one that broke it off.  I could get into the details, but it'll make me just get frustrated and cry again.  It's just the same problem that we've always had....poor communication while we're apart.   And I just got to a point where I couldn't just deal with it anymore ( Read more... )

...it seemed like more, dear friends.  So much more ( Read more... )

I'm back from Spain!  A great trip, a great experience!   I learned so much!  and oh my God, I loved Paris!   I think I both realize and don't realize how lucky I am to be having all these experiences.  I have to stop myself every now and then and remember to be more grateful ( Read more... )

so....this is my first blog in a while.  My first while in Espana.  I haven't written nearly as much on this study abroad trip as when I was in Mexico.  I literally would write every night, while in Mexico.  Here I'm more like, eh.  I've gota little journal too, but haven't written much there either. I'ts probably because, I've been out and about ( Read more... )