all i want to do is sleep. but i cant, everytime time i fall asleep i dream in "the OC" which wouldnt be a prob but most of you know that nothing good ever lasts in that show. so i wake up. im tired. maybe some "dexter and windmill cookies n milk will settle down my mind.

i dont know whos the bigger idiot. me for falling in love with her to start, or me for still having hope that we can work it out now and loving her even now?

so wow if my life got any more boring or less filled with humanity i would be the old hermit living in the cave in the woods. HAHA. doom on you. most of the time i am more than happy with this exsistance. but once in a great while i fell the pangs of loneliness. and i call people and i find out its too late they already got plans. what can you do. ( Read more... )

cidboy's LJ stalker is no1goddess2001!no1goddess2001 is stalking you because you said something bad about them on your LJ. They are also getting jiggy with your best friend!

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How to make a cidboy
Ingredients:

5 parts intelligence

3 parts courage

5 parts ego
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of emotion and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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so my new friend kim called me today and i didnt realize who she was. then i figured it out she was like hey come hang out with me and joe. so i wnet over had lots of fun jay was over there too. talked alot about KANAR. and other shit. unfortunatly caroline or robyn(who everyone calls rob) kept gettign brought up. finally i could take it no more ( Read more... )

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things between carolyn and i havent gotten any better. in fact i think theyve gotten worse shes upset wont tell me why. im depressed dont know how to tell her why without crushing her. i dont see this lasting long. i think she will move on from me. it saddens me. but i know that she diserves to be with someone who is really happy with her and truly ( Read more... )