so when we are discussing the pros and cons of the 12 month school year, really i'm going over the pros and cons of our relationship. and the hand that points me in the right direction, the hand that comforts me when i'm down..belongs to a voice inside my head that tells me what to do. and even if i don't listen..in the end..that voice always seems ( Read more... )

i love my friends. i love going out and having fun. and i don't want anything to ever come between us because this is what i need right now. and i don't know what i would do without people that i can laugh, scream, dance, and cry with. and i love being able to tell you how i feel and hear your point of view in return. and even if it isn't what i ( Read more... )

i hate how it seems like things always end up falling down on my shoulders, and everyone just assumes i can hold up something that heavy..and sometimes i drop it but i'm the only one who understands how hard it is and everyone else is screaming "failure" in my face. and you're being unfair. and you say you can't make people care about you..as if i ( Read more... )

i would give anything to see you smile again, to hear us laugh again..because i know sometimes we fake it. we force out a laugh and try to hide the fear in our eyes. the fear that we're falling apart. and sometimes..i'm not sorry for some of the things i do, but i say sorry because i know that's what you want to hear. i know that's the only thing ( Read more... )

i just gotta represent where i'm from.

my kind of town...chicago..
CHI-TOWN...this is my town.

keep it real wit me.

<3 hal

i dunno..its been awhile since i've met anyone who put me at an equal level with them. who excepted me for who i was and never expected me to change for them. i shouldn't have to change who i am, because i'm 15 and i don't even know who this person is. and who knew that love would hit me out of the blue, i wasn't prepared to make sacrafices and i ( Read more... )

i've decided that i love babysitting. little kids are so nieve to how hard life really is when they get older. i like to watch them pretend that life is some fantasy world and sometimes i wish things were still like that. i've realized that everyone is a deep thinker. nothing is how it seems. everyone has the ability to take something small, and ( Read more... )

"i can see where this is going, tears will fall and hearts will break ( Read more... )

i really do believe that some friendships never die. you prove it to me everytime we are together. and i never know how much i missed something until i have it again. and now i've been home since 7 45-8 o' clock..which is the earliest i've been home in weeks..listening to depressing music and thinking about you and how i'm scared to death that we' ( Read more... )

i missed drunkin nights with my best friends. it seemed so long since the last time we were together, and so much has changed but it seems everything is the same. and even walking to the gas station at 3 in the morning never gets old. i'm so stupid and it seems i can't love..because everytime i try i do something wrong. i'm a hypocrite. everyone is ( Read more... )