i always speak too soon by saying things are going good, but lately, i feel like i belong. like i've found what i've been looking for for so long. when it's bad, it's horrible..because without you i'm nothing..but when it's good, it's great. and i couldn't ask for more. i love being able to share things with people that actually understand..that ( Read more... )

we all have so many meaningless dreams. empty conversations led to inspiration to go far away, but when we got there..we realized here is where we should be. we get to where we wanna go, but when we are there our whole perspective changes. it's too far away from home, and this is home, and you're my home..because home is where the heart is. so we ( Read more... )

getting together with an old best friend was just what i needed. it seems you always are there for me and it was great to get some things off my chest that i've been holding in since the last time we talked. laugh, smile, scream, smile, laugh. and even when we're serious, we aren't really serious because we are the kind of people that don't take ( Read more... )

i shouldn't be made out as the bad person when all i'm trying to be is just the opposite. and i don't know what it's like to be in love, but what i do know is my feelings for you are very strong and when we get in fights..my feelings toward you are the last thing i'm trying to change. i don't want to lose you and you say the same but i don't know ( Read more... )

i don't understand what it is lately that's making me feel so bad. it could be the excess school work and lack of sleep. and i don't understand why it's so hard to be truthful to someone you love, or why it's so hard to trust someone who says they're being truthful. i don't get why the days go by so slow one minute and the next..it's over. and ( Read more... )

so yes, once again i'm waiting for you. but right now i don't care what time you come here or how long you stay, as long as i get to be in your arms. i hate feeling so distant from you..and i hate seeing the sunshine down on everyone when i feel like we are falling apart. i don't want to let you go and i shouldn't have to. i love you. and i love my ( Read more... )

it just seems like no one ever has the answer that i want. and how do i know you're good for me when i don't even know what it is that i need. a black cat sits there watching my every move..making sure i do everything wrong. and you wanna know what's wrong? well thanks for acting like you care when i know you don't, it shows just how unreal the ( Read more... )

i think this is the longest i've gone without updating. lately, i've had no motivation to write at all..but things have been going pretty good. except for that fact that i feel we've grown apart. it seems the special bond we once shared is gone..along with everything else we've ever shared. and we try so hard to tell ourselves that it isn't ( Read more... )

i never really understood why people come together only to fall apart. i don't know what's worth it anymore. sometimes i feel great and sometimes i don't understand a thing. i can't make you stop just because it bothers me, but i shouldn't have to make you stop..though i can't expect you to do it for me, i mean no one does anything for anyone else ( Read more... )

it's the way that he makes you fall in love.

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