I keep trying to decide how to start this.  Problem is, there's already too much drama involved, for someone who keeps relatively little drama in place.  I'll just get to it.

I've come to a realization just now.  I love a city very much like the one in which I live.  Unfortunately, it's not the one that houses me now.  Where I live now is a shell of ( Read more... )

I still can't believe it. A stupid dream I woke up from, almost in a sweat. Fate accomplished. Now i'm sure word on the street is that we'll join the coaching merry-go-round that started on Monday. What sucks is I saw in his face that he was gone. I didn't want to believe it until I saw it for myself, but that's what was up. He was holding back ( Read more... )

I start having problems in my head, I come to LiveJournal to try to work them out.  Today, we attempt to follow advice given by a horoscope.  In fact ( Read more... )

I'm angry.

I'm impatient that it's taking time so long to pass, thus staying my course back home, forcing me to suffer through these idiots with whom I work.  Not them all, just a select few.

I'm at my wits end about how to quit obsessing over why I'm angry with them.  It all stems from them not doing for me what I do for them, which is as simple as ( Read more... )

SO I've been on a hiatus.  I knew one would come; I got way too busy over the weekend.  Actually, there has always been time for me to update.  Anyways, I've kind of backslid a little bit.  I'd like to think of my new awakening as a new religion of sorts, where a renewed, successful, and infinitely happy me is my new 'god', and this transitional me ( Read more... )

Yesterday I did something I've probably been needing to do for quite some time:  disconnected from work.  I mean this in the sense that I was fed up at the fact that I'd had about $150 in sales by 7pm last night, meaning I'd made a grand total of like $4.  I just said "Fuck it", and went about life.  Then we got sickly busy.  Luckily I was ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the kind of day I need.  I got myself waaaaaay in the weeds.  I mean, I was so far in I admitted to it.  I told people at tables that I had "bitten off more than I can chew", hoping they would understand that we were sickly busy and things might take me a bit.  It worked out; only one bad tip.  I sold almost every kind of filet we ( Read more... )

Daily Show.  A rerun, in fact.  The Daily Show needs to be more daily.

This is just another day.  Just making money, counting the days until I'm out.  Really, just kind of living each day as though it's there for me to do so.  When compartmentalizing, it's always best to understand best what's in front of you.  I say this mostly because I had a day ( Read more... )

I miss stars.

I don't get to see much of them living in a city that lights things up all night.  The light obscures them.  Clouds don't help.  I did, however, get to see the full moon.  That's always a nice sight.  I'm home and I didn't go running today.  I should hurt me.  Naah, I just don't give myself enough impetus to do so.  I was on a roll for ( Read more... )

well well well.  Sunday turned out to be the shit that it really is.  I hate religion sometimes, and I hate people's addiction to it.  It's as though their lives go unsolved so long as they have no clue what happens when it's done.  Why does that matter, when your greatest work is to be done while you're alive?  If you want to be good to people, do ( Read more... )