Sometimes I actually do feel guilty for not forgiving certain people in my life ( Read more... )

I hate not seeing you, it sucks that I get you for maybe 2 hours at a time if I'm lucky, and even then we have to be sneaky.

I know it is just for a little while. But it still makes me cry.

I miss you, and I hate my work schedule...well only on the weekends you know.

I need a pick me up.

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I was sitting around reading my livejournal when I realised that all my friends were doing really good at updating and I was sucking at it. So this is me making an attempt to not suck ( Read more... )

What a week it has been ( Read more... )

I keep having this dream where I slit my wrist...and its weird not scary or anything....why do I keep dreaming about this?

Poll Cheesey!

I swear the state of oblivion that some people walk around in. I mean all I ask for is a little common sence here people...think before you speak. You never know when you will say something that cuts an unsuspecting victim to the core ( Read more... )

If you call me, or see me and I don't seem myself...that's because right now...I am sad beyond tears...and I have no one to hold on to...I don't have it in me to be happy and perky and optmistic...I just want to sit around and smoke and stare off into space ( Read more... )

I am happy, like really happy ...with myself. I'm making goals, plans, friends. I'm really starting to feel content with letting people figure out themselves...I'm learning to really trust.

I feel like I know I am doing the right thing. I have to have hope...