I start driver's ed tomorrow and am waking up at 7, I guess, to get there at 8:30. I see this as my summer being over because I'm waking up early again and all that stuff. It was an alright summer, but seeing as I accomplished nothing I'm going to call it a failure. I slept a whole lot though and made some money from working...that was good. Um, ( Read more... )

Summer's been kind of a let down so far, but it's really my own fault. I kind of sleep all the time and am in bad moods too much and feel down alot. My mood pretty much depends on how I feel when I wake up, which is dictated by how I spent the previous day. So it's like a circle...a circle of me being a pity whore ( Read more... )

From about 10 in the morning until 2:30 in the afternoon, I was studying for my art history exam. Reading about paintings/sculptures/architecture I don't care about and attempting to hold on to some of the knowledge. It wouldn't stick though, so I gave up and started talking to this girl in my class online when she told me the exam was cancelled. ( Read more... )

Home! It's alright to be home, but Ottawa/Quebec was probably one of the times had in recent memory. Ottawa was a little boring, not the towns or the museums/galleries, just spending like four hours touring parliment and the supreme court and shit. Quebec was about the nicest place I've ever been it was so clean and even the air tasted better. If ( Read more... )

It's getting so...so nice out. I sat outside all night tonight, smoking & studying for my g-1. The feeling of being outside and the fact that even though there was wind, it was nice and warm and very welcome. I'm planning on getting my g-1 and sacrificing yet another summer at driving school. By this time next year, I should have a set of wheels ( Read more... )

I've started to like being at school now, being a lot more positive about...whatever there is to be positive or negative about. I talk with people and shit sometimes so I'm feeling kind of comfortable there. I guess it's just way easier to get through a day if you don't feel anger or something to where you're at ( Read more... )

I had such a good birthday. Awesome people and awesome weed and awesome times made it real awesome. From morning to afternoon, damn it all, I had such a good day. Happy. Grateful. 'til next year.

Sometime in the next month I plan on getting my G-1, and to start driving. Finally I'll be able to get out of Amherstburg, and back to civilization and

March is such a good month...I'll elaborate. First, the weather is starting to get nicer, it was beautiful out earlier, and spring is on it's way. School is going to be an obstacle in regards to March break, but when it arrives I look forward to getting pretty high and sleeping and stuff. It also means that my birthday is rapidly approaching, which ( Read more... )

With the house pretty much to myself, I've really been alone with thoughts and stuff for the last four days. Mixed blessing? I'll put it in that category. Most definately the positive aspects have been wearing a robe & sweats from the time I get home or playing tunes at the appropriate level, but whenever it's just myself and my mind I seem to go ( Read more... )

Last night was Mike's going away party. I had an all right time, being high calmed me down a bit so that was good. I kind of felt completely ignored and out of place though, so I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I shouldn't have been there; then again, I wasn't being social at all. I'm more for small circle type get togethers instead of ( Read more... )