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I'm so sick of trying so hard to be happy I think ill just give in and face the fact no one wants me and that ill be alone the rest of my life i just found out the best news a couple days ago but I don't think he will be as happy as i am about it because for some stupid reason i feel like hes tired of me

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last night i had another bad dream when I know my dad loved me and he knows i loved him i just feel really bad for all the mean things i have said to him i would do anything to take it back people tell me "sarah its not your fault dont feel bad" but i cant help it i was the worst daughter in the world i told him so many times i wanted him to die ( Read more... )

today was stupid I had to go to saturday school after school on friday again and on top of it we had to stay late because people were talking & i had another headache .. oh well so I have no idea what Im doing this weekend I think its going to be another mother daughter weekend and thats cool with me i love being with my mom .. and theres no ( Read more... )

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today was not so bad after all.. i got my new glasses there cool .. but most of you wont see me in them.. me and andy talked and thats always good then i fucked up my journal and i have been fixing it for the last 3 hours .. yeah i still have work to do but I'm to tired but i like it i need a new lj name but right now i just cant think. now I'm ( Read more... )