today is not going to be good i feel so fucking sick right now i have a bad cough and my nose is all gay i had this really bad dream i woke up crying i dont know why i let it get to me but its kinda hard not to i love him and it makes me feel like shit sometimes because we don't talk

my eye doctor got mad at me because i sleep in my contacts whoops and in english i got some honors thing it was cool i am so proud of myself i feel smart on my report cards i got above 97's all year in english

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i had satruday school on a friday after school it was gay.. anyways i don't really know what I'm doing this weekend so give me a call if ya wanna hang out .. I think I'm going to take a nap i had a long and stupid ass day stupid people make me tired and mad i really hope i move i fucking hate taft and most people there

I'm not in the best mood of my life i guess i will always feel i am not wanted and i don't know why i have been told I'm beautiful, nice, caring, funny, awesome, and the list goes on and on.. but i don't feel like any of those things i feel like I'm ugly and that no one wants anything to do with my i dont fucking get it what did i do? i just want ( Read more... )

I don't know why i feel so bad right now but i do, I don't really want to talk to anyone about it so ill just go on and on about it in here .. i hate how i always think negative i hate how i don't trust/believe people .. its just no mater how hard i try to think positive i just can't and its killing me i just want to cry my eyes out . i just want ( Read more... )

see what did i tell you are we ment for each other or what? my make up looked pretty today but my hair didn't shitty right!

this was the best weekend in a while went to red lobster, went shopping with mom and got my jeep! yeah thats right bitch!, then went to erins, made some really funny calls,watched that movie 13 i liked it a lot, then came home went shopping again got 2 pairs of pants, 6 shirts, shoes , and sun glasses

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today was not so good its raining right now and i cant sleep, my mom tells me she feels so alone without my dad here i can't say i know what it feels like to lose your one and only love but i can say i know how it feels not to be with him and it hurts everytime i think about it ,yes people say how can you love someone so far away? and my answer is ( Read more... )

okay we have today off and i just woke up i have never slept this late before. I'm getting really sick of feeling like shit all the time.so the other day me and my mom were talking and she got a new doctor and i have an appt. may 11 to get on the pill I'm kinda scared i don't want someone looking at me at least its a girl.. tomorrow I'm going ( Read more... )