stands for big fucking fat loser ( Read more... )

 I lost about 3lbs from going to the toilet. Thank fuck ( Read more... )

so tired.

I have been on my feet for eight hours at work and I am ready for bed. Have restricted to 700kcal today, drank god knows how much water and have been rushing around, but still haven't "been" - don't dare take laxes as I'm at work at 7am and I really don't want to be shitting myself checking residents out.

Night y'all.

Missyb -x-

consider it drawn ( Read more... )

 It seems I have a few days of being super good and then kind of fuck up. The thing was, yesterday, my boyfriend had already said that we were going to go out for lunch, so I kind of had no way of avoiding it. Still, I didn't have to eat four small slices of pizza and some chicken wing thing. Oh, and two beers/two glasses of wine. Excellent :( I've ( Read more... )

 I'm down to 216lbs, as of yesterday, but considering I didn't do as well yesterday as I intended too (although I really didn't know wtf was going on) I'm probably up a lb or two ( Read more... )

And not in the good sense ( Read more... )

When I first set up this blog, it's only intention was to write my innermost thoughts and to get to know other people in my situation. I selected the username a long long time ago, and since I have spent some time writing entries and looking at others, it seems that the word "ana" is banded around like some kind of aspiration.

I can assure you I am ( Read more... )

After the major binge of Saturday, which was expected, I managed to restrict accordingly yesterday. I think I still felt full from the chicken wings and pakora's from the night before, so avoiding food wasn't such an issue as my boyfriend wasn't too hungry either. We went shopping, I weighed myself (3lbs heavier, joyous) and I picked up some ( Read more... )

Yep. I suck ( Read more... )