I was about ready to rip my doctor's head off today. Either that or break down and bawl. Yeah, one of the two. But in the office I wasn't going for the latter. Stupid doctor. Nothing's wrong with me. They don't need to do that to me. Stupid freaks. Stupid stupid stupid. Well so I'm going in Monday for part one, which will suck, but I'm serious ( Read more... )

Umm....hi. I don't really know what to write about. Life's been good/bad. Mostly good though. Only bad thing is that my dog has cancer and million other things wrong with him (we'll have to put him down eventually...) But yes, the musical now is over. Sadness. I really miss being able to do that sort of thing...Gosh, I do miss it ( Read more... )

So much to talk about, so little time. I'll have to write later. But I do however have two things to say right now:
1) It's opening night!!! Everyone needs to come either tonight, Friday, or Saturday.
and 2) Please pray for my dog. (more details later)

<3 jenn

I feel horrible. No, that's an exaggeration. But I still don't feel great. I feel all depressed and like I have nothing to do. That's why I got involved in the play: so that I wouldn't have any free time to think about things. Well guess what? No musical tonight--now I'm thinking about things ( Read more... )

Doubts are setting it...The trust is there, but I don't want to be hurt. I know how I feel. Do you feel the same? I'm sorry if you ever doubt how I feel. You're one of my best friends. But am I one of yours? Is this paranoia always going to last? Will I always look at you knowing I can't get closer? Or can I? Would you allow me to? If I were you I ( Read more... )

I just got back from play practice. It kinda sucks, cus I feel slightly out of place there. The only person there that I really talk to on a regular basis is Neal, and I'm sure I annoy him anyway...I just wish there were more people my age so that I wouldn't feel so young and...nonexistent. It's cool though, because even though I didn't get to ( Read more... )

Ya know what? I'm sick of being dishonest. And because of that, I'm going to tell all of you who I really am. It's not like the people who read this on a regular basis don't know or anything. *cough!* So really, what's the point in lying? I might as well admit who I really am. And ya know what? If someone really wanted to and were smart enough, ( Read more... )

Hmm....I've been having fun lately, I guess! Last night I babysat for five hours, but it wasn't that bad. I really love those three kids. Especially Sophie. She's the most adorable and beautiful three-year old I have EVER seen ( Read more... )

" (name), shut up unless you want your ass in your bedroom all night."

Man, I love my family. <3

Last night was rather fun. Ross, Kiersten, and Trey all came over. HOOP LA! They actually came over for my sister, but I love all three of them as well, so I hung out with the cool/slightly older gang. <3 Trey and Ross are hilarious, might I had. Sometimes I wonder about them and their sexuality...lol just kidding! They both have beautiful ( Read more... )