road home to recovery called and talked to my dad we are in the final steps.

ween concert tonight..

tomorrow cinco de mayo

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My dad just had an emotional break down.. I don't know what to do I think I'm about to vomit I'm shakey I feel like hell..

this is crap

bleh

i was reading someones livejournal where a friend had posted a comment about an apartment in the marigny and I forgot who's it was....

DAMNIT

I just went to his myspace page and read a poem that was posted under his comments section ( Read more... )

So that's what I'm doing I'm taking a brief little break from something in my life that I have been so caught up in the past 5 or so months. Going to take a break and spend time with friends and Doja, focus on work and getting things straight in my life. They say the best way to have a clear head about something is to take a step back and distance

Sometimes I wish time would just fly by and a year would pass already. I would be done with school finally, would be able to get a raise at work and be able to reevaluate my living situation. But, no that I can't happen I'm stuck dealing with the day to day things that make life so grand. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.. I guess.

Sorry I didn't get to see many of ya'll for Mardi Gras. I wasn't in town for Mardi Gras Day and I was really busy all weekend. I miss ya'll and hope ya'll had fun and caught some good stuff.

<3 ya Cilla

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