when there's nothing left to say, but you haven't said it all

my house feels different today ( Read more... )

inside and upstairs,
trembling hands cannot undo bootlaces
jacket zippers are also a difficulty.

i know i can make things better.

your feet gently touching my feet.
i recoil.

i didn't mean to hurt you.

5 cups todaymy hands shake ( Read more... )

for the first time in my life i am one hundred percent positive that i am doing the right thing. i am determined not to let anyone get me down.

and the pressure to be happy is beyond overwhelming.

i wish i never left livejournal for blogger

 http://likestarsburning.blogspot.com/

the new

 my hands are heavy and slow, they are disproportionately large and my fingers are swollen.
my joints are fused, i cannot walk like i once could. my body aches and even standing up is more of a task than i would like to admit.
you bring to me the idea of youth. once, an unthinkable miracle. now, closer and closer to a possibility.

i can fly. i can ( Read more... )

i guess what i've always wanted to say but have never had the words for, or the courage for was that i'm sorry ( Read more... )

you need to go see this movie, basically.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MXI7x6ExPuc


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