ive been decieved ( Read more... )

im tired. writing off every twitch of inspiration, emotion, longing. frantic. zigzag and polka dotted. im a disgrace to everything ive always held of high importance. such as, all the melodic, full mooned tea lighted soulishness of being human. not ( Read more... )

ive had a strange, what could be considered 'rough' week. much to the presence of available generous friendships, ive been mended as the rocks are thrown and yet my already swimming spirit has gone to an even deeper unknown depth of sea. i wonder when i will seee the surface, if ever ( Read more... )

its evenings like this, that the dizzyness wears off and i can fully settle into the little nook of world created gradually and with the utmost care. crickets. and that sense of allright. yes that, right now, and yet i still mention to my body to relax as it naturally seems to be somehow still wound up. too much time standing on my feet, too many ( Read more... )

One who conquers himself is greater than another who conquers a thousand times a thousand on the battlefield.
-Buddha

ive stared too long at the inside of my eyelids directed myself within to just pass some time ;what lays behind confined is wasted attention. what they said you must handle alone im afriad is just to much to mention.

like the subarban husband ( Read more... )

if it sounds deep/pressed it is. way deeep down behind melted zippers and bolt locked organs. i sit at my kitchen table so many evenings browsing seeking reading listening and sometimes i am touched other times not sometimes i wonder if while staring at a computer screen something in the department of living raw experience turns off. i keep ( Read more... )

What turn. Peers cease swelling heart ( Read more... )

there are webs of waste woven in the crevices of ribs and muscles ive forgotten the name of. the doctor told me to get more cardiovascular mouseinwheelizing and to eat less processed (todays option) food. my hemispheres connected for that moment expelling secrets i knew they contained. that amidst the unhomeie feeling and complete overwhelm with ( Read more... )