I just found the link to this in my favorites. I had definitely forgotten that this even existed. So hi! I am ready for it to be winter. The temperature was winter-like today and I watched Elf last night which was preceded by singing Christmas songs- so I say bring on the snow!!! I took the girls (my doggies) for a walk this evening and I could ( Read more... )

I hate anticipation. Especially when your anticipating the worst. I try to be an optimist, but I'm a little crazy and paranoid, which contradicts the optimism. I'm kinda trudging through life lately- head and the clouds, feet in the mud. Heh. I want a big balloon to hold on to and carry me up up and away...

Just got home from watching Halloween, going to Whitie's, then watching Halloween II at Brandt's house with Brandt and Chris. I got home, realized I left my cellphone there. But its 4am and I dont feel like going out again, so now I am plagued with the thoughts about what awful things Chris and Brandt are doing with my cellphone. If I was naive, ( Read more... )

Getting even can feel good. But its that moment before when you have to decide whether to stoop down to get even or be the better person and just let kharma deal with the opponent... Right now I am heavily leaning towards stooping, but we'll see ( Read more... )

I can be a dramaqueen at times. But things have gotten better since my last post. As Brandt told me, if I keep everything so bottled up all the time, its going to make me have those totally psycho bursts of emotion...well, in so many words. Lol. I guess to prevent psychotic outbursts, I should let things out more often instead of just shrugging ( Read more... )

And the best advice I can give to the younger generations- Guard your heart as long as possible. And dont bother to toy with notions that seem like good ideas, but in reality are doomed to failure. Because they suck. And you'll end up hating yourself for letting your guard down against your best interest. Heh. El fin.

Well, I hit a new low recently, so now I'm picking myself back up and rebuilding. I tend to do stupid things that usually are pretty outrageous and would make no sense to other people, but somehow I find a way to rationalize almost anything to myself. I kinda got this duel personality thing going lately, which is kinda scary. I mean, I guess my ( Read more... )

I had my observation day today for my internship. My professor came to see what I've been up to, but he didnt stay too long cuz the kids were obnoxious... This group is definitely more vocal and testing than the younger group was. We have 23 7-9year olds for this week's art camp. To give you an idea of what some of the kids are like, they were ( Read more... )

My brother is getting married next month on the 15th, which sucks a little because I cant find a dress that I like and look good in to wear to it. And the fact that he gave us only a month and a half notice.. talk about last minute wedding ( Read more... )

Brandt's been in Savannah the past few days, so I've done the family thing a lot. My grandma is farm-sitting my aunts farm in Batavia, so I took Lola out there to meet and play with the horses and goats. I'll prolly go out there tomorrow too. Its so relaxing and peaceful. Next week is my next week of Summer Art Camp, so thats exciting ( Read more... )