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growing
i was going to make this entry about changes and changing. but i'm feeling so scattered about the subject right now. all i know is things are changing, in good ways, i feel like i'm changing, progressing, moving forward. which is a good thing. after so many years of sitting still, not going anywhere ( Read more... ) -
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I've been feeling depressed lately, and I don't know why. Things are going really great. W is working for that company down in Los Angeles - working for them direct, rather than as a consultant. This is the first time since he was let go from Loral back in 2004 that he's worked for a company directly as a permanent, full time employee. These ( Read more... ) -
my life
has been a whirl lately, so much going on ( Read more... ) -
i don't do january
but hey, january is so last month. so here i am ( Read more... ) -
10 good things that happen after christmas
1. The clock seems to stop - all the pressure and rushing around ends and time stands still. There is no more timetable, no more due dates, or deadlines. We got nothing but time, time, time! Which leads to item number 2 ( Read more... ) -
weekend at two family outposts
Saturday we were at my mom's home in Modesto, visiting her and my brother. It was pretty mayhem-y, but a good time was had, hopefully by all. I certainly can't complain, seeing as how it's my fault the whole thing came about. I had been getting all nostalgic in the last month, remembering the holidays from my childhood. One of our old family ( Read more... ) -
white christmas
This year we are not having a big Christmas tree. It just seems too extravagant for our financial situation. However, we are still decorating our house for the holidays. We have several small artificial trees we usually use in various places about the house. This small white one usually goes in our bedroom, but this year I put it in my office ( Read more... ) -
I am unwell.
Woke up around 4am with a headache and it has not left my side all day. Its the kind that makes you weak and cotton-headed, in addition to the pain. It seems to be subsiding just a bit now, though this has happened a couple times earlier today and just when I thought it was really going away and started to relax it came raging back worse than ( Read more... ) -
Autumn
I love this time of year. Autumn always has such a sense of expectancy attached to it. I can see all these things coming in the next months, lots of entertaining for holidays - we're starting it off with hosting my husband's family for Thanksgiving. Lots of chores to be done in the garden, buttoning things down for winter. We've already started ( Read more... )
