i write before of the first datte with man most wonderful. i open my self to hem ( Read more... )

started with broken parfum shattered blue crystal glass on my pink tiles. the house it reeks with parfum, but this is not the point. i smell much for my date with new man to dinner. we were to meet at the park but he did not know that two parks were present and i waited for him at wrong park. wait. no, i was at correct one and he was at incorrect ( Read more... )

since i bellydance i would very much like to meet other bellydancers but not able to find a group of them just one girl who might not like me since my english is not so good ( Read more... )

I am enjoying the travails of ignatious reilly....and his wonderfully colorful friends....don't dwell on the authors life for if you do, you do him great dishonor as you fail to celebrate his life and this wonderful gift he gave to all who read it ( Read more... )

The man Hubbard visiting Europe before 1950 i believe, the time my mother knew him best. My mother, who was original Burma learned teachings of spirit from her father, my granfather which are very old teachings from there people. These are ancient of my people ( Read more... )

I am most very angry because of the writings of another friend that reminds me of how the Hubbard of Scientology stole all the best ideas of the science from my mother many years ago when they were lovers. No he is not my father. This was many years before my father when he traveled in Europe. He used the ideas of my mother to steal money.

For the last weeks I am confused about identity. My older lover who I hide nothing from is wanting much time from me. I can be just me with him and I hide or lie nothing. He was calling me day after day for meeting with us, and I finally told him I had a thorn in my eye and could not see him. His Volvo lost compression.

I am very confused I think. Before my computer break I get an e-mail from a family person I have not seen since we were ninas. And her father is 98 years old and still on his own. I have not known my family because everyone became lost during the different wars. So now they are telling me stories about my family. It takes me thinking a lot to ( Read more... )

Thank you for healing my computer but I know not how long it whorks but for now it does ( Read more... )

this computer has been broken for some days and the boy who whorks on it keeps fixing it up but not real good. I get it back from him and no longer does it work that a day. Right now it works. The money I have earned from all the extra dancing I have done is going to fix this thing and I am upset the most of concern about it. It it stays to ( Read more... )