camping triiiiip !  ! !

i shall be in the wilderness for the next three days.  yes, i will become jane of the jungle, spear fish, and talk to apes.  or at least a brazilian and couple of goons.  :P  leave me messages of love and dont be afraid to txt or call ! ! ! even tho i wont have service and phones dont exist in the jungle.  i mean forest, i ( Read more... )

i'm really just a screw up in every way possible. i dont even have to try anymore. i screw up when im trying so hard to make things right. but i guess when i finally have an idea or motive in my head the world conspires to turn it around on me. but, once again, that is adolescence squeezing its last few drops out of me. everythings hot or cold ( Read more... )

"I was sleeping and right in the middle of a good dream
Like all at once I wake up from something that keeps knocking at my brain
Before I go insane I hold my pillow to my head
And spring up in my bed screaming out the words I dread
I think I love you

This morning I woke up with this feeling
I didn't know how to deal with and so I just decided to ( Read more... )

i don't understand myself anymore. thats understandable right? i mean c'mon im a teenager. we don't know what we want. we don't know whats goin on inside of us or whats wrong with us for that matter. but i have decided i have gotten to a point where there is little i can take lightly anymore. and for this i want to burry myself alive. ( Read more... )

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my my, it has certainly been a while since i wrote in this thing. a couple of weeks and the gap really has become ubearable. but i couldn't help but procrastinate a little more this week. this is time it's school all together. it is now 6:30 am and i should be getting dressed. instead in sitting in my bathrobe and contemplating new ways to either ( Read more... )

THE BEYOND ULTIMATE PERSONALITY SURVEY - 200 q's [beyond basics] name:: AnnaMaria age:: 17 location:: NJ ! ! ! ! height:: ( Read more... )

so yea i really am super sick of winter.  now that i can finally drive to work the roads had to die on me and i had to call out.  i wanted to go to work and do nothing!!  i wanted to make fun of tim and steve and make erin giggle and then go take a random trip to DQ on its first day of being open!  thanks a lot snow....you ruined my whole day.  but ( Read more... )

im street-legal bitches ;)

the pod has landed! and its taking freakin' long as hell to load crap. too much muuusic >o