damn apple is fast as hell. we just ordered stuff last night and already my iTRIP arrived at my house. i am IIIIMpressed. now if only my pod would get here....o_o

so we have finally ordered my ipod. i cant wait to pay $230 for half an ipod and an adapter for my car. oh wait- i still need a case so it doesnt die when i drop it the second i hold it for the first time. anyone wanna go to GS with me after i get it? (if i have my license {i WILL have my license}ill friggin drive, i just need someone who knows ( Read more... )

im trying to believe i can be stronger. i want to be, for myself more than anything. then why do i think i dont have any reason to? everyday is a new reason to try and better myself for everything ive ever done wrong. my motivation hasnt waned. but that doesnt mean i wouldnt like someone or something to be strong for. maybe its better i dont ( Read more... )

it may have gotten cold outside again, but in my room its completely spring. i always have all of the songs of summer playing in my head now. songs that i listened to in like junior high that screamed "im an adolescent of summer". this music really gets me pumped! XD princey, what? haha i need spring so badly. ill prolly have less blah days ( Read more... )

WOOOOW! what a ridiculous previous entry. i hate it when im like that. thank god it only happens every now and then. but when im like that i just fall apart. sorry for the depressing rant guys ^^; thank god for sleep tho. i usually feel so much better after i sleep, any anxiety, or anger or anything just disappears. maybe short attention ( Read more... )

im kind of upset that i don't have much to say anymore. i've just gone full circle with my life situation and emotionally. i couldnt be any more frustrated with the way things are going than i already am. i completely blame this on the stars i was born under. (well not entirely) but i really believe they play a good part in it. im a gemini, so ( Read more... )

How are you feeling?
What are your reasons?
Do you feel love or a lack there of?
Love is a bond without reason
A cry for connection
A light in your eyes
Love is a reason for living, a reason for trying, a reason for life
Forget the feeling
Get all your of reasons
Life is love or the lack there of
Love is a bond without reason
A cry for connection
A light in ( Read more... )

so my sushi dinner rocked amazingly.  my brother came and dad had a little too much sake once more.  he really has a weakness for that stuff.  the last time he was stumbling on eveyrthing and me momma and jono just laughed at him.  this time he was a little more well composed but at least he didnt drive us into the wrong intersection.

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so my dad walks into my room a whole 9 minutes ago and says "anna? aaannnaaa. i need to you open this envelope for me" and right when i was pretending to be deeply asleep i shot up like sprout. he has this large white envelope in his hand and the only thought that enters my head is, "don't panic ( Read more... )

since im too busy or lazy to write a real entry here are some fun facts for all of you:

last weekends horney fest was the best ever.  mal a la tete!

i officially don't have to take my french or english final.  but i have to take the dyke's......<----}}}

pear candy canes are awkward but yummy

STOCKTON is driving me crazy

i hate talking about prom ( ( Read more... )