last part of my stockton application went out today! please let me get in...all of my worries and troubles will be over. i just need at least one bit of confirmation in my life!! especially since everything else is so up in the air. tell me!

i looove sleep deprevation. even on the weekend when i was so set on sleeping the WHOLE time, i only slept about 8 hours total. what a concept hah. this weekend was awesome though. it took me out of a very bad first half of the week. i missed my girls so much! and even though i fell asleep saturday night, it was fun while it lasted. friday we ( Read more... )

i think i just fucked over my own future.....how come this won't go well!?

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i can't sleep ( Read more... )

i can't say im exactly happy with the way things went during 2005. i was as happy as i could be with a few exceptions. but the things i wanted to change never did. i have a feeling the beginning of 2006 isnt going to go as well as i would like either.... oh well. i'll just have to work through it! i refuse to be beaten by my unluckiness as of ( Read more... )

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yay for christmas! well ok it wasnt amazing hah.  but it was still fun.  friday, the last day of school, i was dubbed santa's hooker.  i'm sorry i like to be festive people, and no there are no pics.  but i dressed up for the occasion and played the part of an elf, handing out goodies too all of the good little children of Lakeland.  i had fun.  i ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!

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