dangit.  i wanted to write down this crazy marathon dream i had this morning..but its too late now.  i forgot it.  

i remember why i don't use livejournal anymore. when i read old entries of mine and friends', it just makes me nostalgic.. i'm not sure if it's the good kind, if there even is a good or bad nostalgia. there are just too many memories of insecurity and immature anger, but also a lot of easy girlish happiness. i like to think i've changed a lot ( Read more... )

And the first time ( Read more... )

how the heck did i get flu? =( yesterday i looked at the newspaper and it said there's still a limited supply of flu shots available. and then last night i had a dream that i got a flu shot. hah.

i really hope this is 24 hour flu. no more 101 degree fevers please.

yup...so i need to get my mind on something else right now. something that requires no brain power. thus...more surveys. you know i cant resist! -_-

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there is something i need to deal with...something that is probably just in my head, but it makes me feel really disappointed in myself for even thinking that way. it shows how weak i really am, which i've been realizing a lot a lot lately. and to go with that...since i feel weird..i act really weird and random and off the wall. either that or ( Read more... )

marisol made my day

cinnameenah18: DANGIT
cinnameenah18: WHY ARE YOU SO KNOW ME SO WELL
MaRiSoLbRyAnT: lol cause i lived with u stoopid, and cause i love you dork!

dude i am so fob. actually..my english skills have just been deteriorating. hah.

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don't know what to do. for real.

I'm finding my way back to sanity again ( Read more... )

it's weird how i get caught up in certain things and then i take for granted the simple blessings during my day. when was the last time that things were going wrong and i could still praise the Lord with joyfulness for just His faithfulness and love ( Read more... )

new phone/new number... ask me to get # please!