I've been really upset the last couple of days. I've had to decide between two things that I love dearly. In the end, I lost one to the other. I really didn't want to eradicate one out of my life, but it seems to be going that way. I didn't mean to hurt this person but I did. And in return, I have become hurt by them. I have been crying all day ( Read more... )

I now believe that SMCM is home for me. My friends there have become an extension of my family. I love and adore them all and miss them terribly. I love the community and network that I have created and contributed towards. I love the kindness and secerity of the people at that school by the river. Ahh, do I miss the scenery of SMCM. I can't wait ( Read more... )

Being back at home isn't what I expected. I don't know what it is, but I feel out of place. I miss all my friends, but they're all not back yet. Maybe this party Thursday will change how I feel ( Read more... )

FINALLY!! I'M BACK AT HOME ( Read more... )

I made the final move into Warring Commons last night. I have all my things set up in my new place! I can't believe that I don't live in Lewis Quad anymore. I woke up this morning and was like "hmm, there's no one across the room from me...I CAN FINALLY DANCE NAKED!!". I resisted this temptation to allow my bare ass to dance along with "Gold Digger ( Read more... )

Friendships are the best thing in the entire world. I appreciate Emily and Berry so much for just laughing at me when I'm stupid. I missed being around them and hanging out. Even though I couldn't see Berry, I talked to her on the phone. Emily and I caused trouble in College Park. We went bar hopping Friday night and we had a blast! The night ended ( Read more... )

Today turned out to be a good day. I found out that I have more time for a paper I have to write (which I should be doing now). I also was offered a position as an R.A. Even better, I get to live in the apts on campus, which is just icing on the cake. My friend Tom is suppose to be helping me move into my new place, since he's going to be on campus ( Read more... )

As much as I love being here at SMCM, I feel like I'm being pushed against a wall. I can't stand seeing the same old people anymore. I NEED thanksgiving break. I miss my friends back home--sometimes I feel like no one here truly gets me. I felt really annoyed earlier today. I wanted to push the person I was walking with...I know it sounds mean, but ( Read more... )

I've been swamped with so much work the past couple of weeks. I think I'm going to survive...maybe. I can't wait for Thanksgiving Break. I miss my family and friends. I have a lot of work that I'll need to do, which might be a problem, since being at home is going to be a distraction ( Read more... )