I'm officially done with this year of school. Yet I end it with a sour note. Yup a big D for my photography. Thats 2 for the semester. Hopefully I get by on my GPA for I'm very unsure what I would do with myself. I think I would just call myself a failure and become very frustrated with the direction and how I treated my schooling career at Stout. ( Read more... )

Just when I think I figured out things they somehow change. It's if my mind is having a battle with itself trying to figuring out what is right from wrong. It's funny that sometimes I see myself like the Diamond Sea for my only friend sometimes is the mirror. I find it very hard for anyone to understand me at times. Is it me that is only seeing ( Read more... )

I'm very unsure how I feel about many things. I don't think I've taken the time to work out my thoughts. Just if I could slow down time and contemplate them. Or maybe it's I have too much time on hand that I don't know what to do with it anymore. Or it's that I just sit and let the world go by. Too many questions and not enough answers. I'm a prime ( Read more... )

Well I'm not sure how this semester will go now. I just want it to end and get it over with. It's such a downer just thinking of my whole schooling career. I have nothing to show for myself. Just a bunch of piled up hours of waste. And I'm not the only one in the boat that feels this way. I know Derek and some from Shaun. I think Shaun wants to go ( Read more... )

Someday i will come up with a great idea or invention ( Read more... )

I don't know whats going on...I leave today for my trip to Prague and Buda Pest. Hopefully I see Danny Davito. That we make me smile. Also I would have sex with him and take a picture. SPORT CENTER ACTION!!

I need to slow down and rest for once. My body can't keep enduring what I through at it. Just looking at my eyes I can see what the body is telling me. The dark circles that seems as if they are permanent now. Day in and day out I see the reminder. The constant struggle I have inside my head wont go away. Debating if the path I'm taking is the ( Read more... )

I'm in my stage of evolution. I just died my hair and shaved my beard into man chops that would make Mr T look like a bitch. I think I will like it after a couple of weeks after my chops get fuller. Maybe I will go to an extreme and try to look like Anton. Just watching the movie Dig over and over again makes me happy. I basically have it ( Read more... )

Things are well going better....They should be..building up for the ever so great SATURDAY!! Got the NEW Flaming Lips CD and I'm liking it. I know I couldn't wait another 2 months before it was released. Charlie you will be happy with the new direction. More guitar and less like soft bulletin and yoshimi. Total new direction. It has a nice on ( Read more... )

I'm very unsure on how I feel towards things. At times I wonder if i even understand true emotions and feelings. It's nice again with just me. Shaun went home this weekend and I feel it's a perfect time to have my space again. It already has gave me some space to think. I've been thinking a lot about life. Currently I feel like I'm just wasting the ( Read more... )