This entire week has been an unbelievable disaster.

I just wish I could go to sleep for once.

Ow, my pride!

Shouldn't I have learned by now? Keep your mouth shut.

I'm sorry that I make you upset.
And I'm sorry for ever making you feel like you bother me.

That has never and will never be the case.

I'm sorry I'm not better.

I've never had less faith in myself than I do now.

Then again, nothing makes sense anymore.

I know it's real corny,
but tonight was the first time I've gotten to kiss someone at midnight on New Year's.

I really love you.<3

I just had my third in an ongoing series of zombie dreams.
It's strange because they're only happening when I'm off my normal sleep schedule.
It's also interesting because whenever the undead shamble their way into my dreams, it usually means something.

I haven't found you yet.
But next time I dream, I'll keep looking.

Epiphany ( Read more... )

I have never felt so paralyzed in my entire life.

I've been a ghost all day. It's like I'm living the worst nightmare and I can't wake up.

I'm completely lost. And completely alone.

I need to know what's happening.
I can't keep waiting.

We’re two weeks into September, and it’s dawning on me ( Read more... )

I've tried to write three different entries today.
All three have been unsuccessful.
I can't get the words to fit right.

I'm just tired.
As in world-weary beyond my years.

And on top of that, I'm scared.

I hate feeling like this.