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wrecked
I don't want to make new year's resolutions because everybody knows I won't follow them. Yet, there are some things I still want to (hope to) achieve in 2014. In actuality, I can't see myself changing for the better. I don't feel a thing. Haven't touched much homework this holiday, neither have I thought much about O's. Funny how the fear comes not ( Read more... ) -
faraway
Some nights, I dream of fears I thought I had gotten over. It makes me think a lot about my inner demons. About another me that exists underneath this exterior that I've convinced myself a countless times to morph into. Other nights I just go to bed feeling emptier than this glass of wine. -
condense
1. I'm not ready ( Read more... ) -
invisible
Because loneliness is contagious, you are never alone. -
shatter
What happened to the body I thought I loved? What happened to my sanity? I can feel myself making the same mistakes. Eating too little on some days. Eating too much on others. Mostly overeating. Everything's getting a little too tight and I can't breathe. I'm distancing from the people I love again. I'm falling back into old patterns again ( Read more... ) -
disappear
I thought I would get over it. But it doesn't take more than two seconds for someone else's words to ruin me and I'm left to notice my thighs that touch and muffin top hanging over my too-tight shorts. A secret part of me still craves to be thin and it's wearing me out from the inside. The exhaustion eats into my bones. Being me is like having ( Read more... ) -
saccharine
Don't run out of things to be happy about. Look forward to breakfast. Think cereal, bananas and cold milk. Dream of cute boys who touch your hands like they're the most precious things in the world. Remember not to push them away. Listen to your body. Join up the dots on your cheek, realise that you're more than just skin and bones. You are also a ( Read more... ) -
lust
心在るが故に妬み
心在るが故に喰らい
心在るが故に奪い
心在るが故に傲り
心在るが故に惰り
心在るが故に怒り
心在るが故に
お前のすべてを欲する
- the lust, bleach volume 40 -
messy
she can't keep him in her heart
the way she keeps him between his legs