Tonight was good. I went to Avon with Christine and Becca and Yolena. We had dinner at Bertucci's and had some excellent shrimp pizza. I bought some sneakers, and a T-Shirt and jacket at The Gap. Then I got a bunch of CD's at Borders and a couple of books. Damn, I spend to much fucking money. Oh well. I seem to be lacking emotions today.

I think I actually caught a glimpse of who I am and what I want today. I'm a perfectionistic narccissist and that's just who I am. I like nice things, I want nice things and I'm bitchy, bossy and demanding, and out of nowhere I decided that was actually 'OK". I'm done fighting it.

                           
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I've noticed that I've become extremely hyperactive and disinhibited on the BuSpar. I wonder if that's normal for people. It's actually to the point where it worries me. :)

I had a song written about me. I'm speachless ( Read more... )

Today was one of those days where I was rapidly swinging between excitement ... bordering mania and freakin narcoleptic fatigue. Strange...

I'm angry. I'm angry at society and my parents, and people in general. I'm angry first of all that my dad even thinks he can debate with me about my bed time when I am going to be driving. That's bullshit and thats something that he will not have control over ( Read more... )

I'm at work. Recently took my BuSpar...it's starting to kick in. Ahhhhh...is all that I have to have to say.

-Brendan

You know what I need? Sexual Gratification. Plain and Simple. I need cock and I am willing to supply it back. I'm considering putting up a help wanted sign that would read something like ( Read more... )

I go back to school in a week. I'm kind of happy about that. My entire summer I worked, so getting up early and going off to do work won't be a big change for me. It's going to be senior year which is also going to be awesome for me. I'm looking foreword to getting the hell out and starting MY life and not the life that everyone else has chosen for ( Read more... )