Things to accomplish this year:

a) Find something meaningful to do
b) Play my bass guitar
c) Get myself a flat stomach/back

New Years is so overrated, fuck off.

So, after getting back from Brisbane for the Yngwie Malmsteen concert (pronounced ING-vey).. I had to go to this chiropractor person, a friend of a friend of the old mans. Anyway, he turned out to be an ass, I instantly didn't like him. But, I don't like alot of people, so go figure. Anyway, for the first time ever, I found out just how serious my ( Read more... )

Its funny what you think about when you're almost involved in an accident. Well, more like after, because during i'm thinking what a fucking idiot the other car is. But, anyway. So today I woke up extremely depressed. Which is a change, 'cos lately i've been waking up happy. Why the sudden change? I don't know. I don't want it to be about going ( Read more... )

Let your eyes engulf my every being ( Read more... )

Andy, you idiot. Shut the fuck up and find something else to think about. Go out and scavenge the music stores for something new to listen to. Go out and buy yourself something. Look forward to being with your mates on the weekend, and the possibility of fishing. Just look the fuck up for once in your fucking life, and be happy!

Dreaming about good things sucks. Waking up to find that they were in fact just dreams is terrible. This week I started Gym, which in a way is good, but in others not so good. It is good because it means that I can put on weight and muscle and look 'normal', finally. Not so good because I have to get into a regular rutine, and exersice regularly, ( Read more... )

It pains me to tears. What a way to begin. Once again, i'm stuck in this rut and I don't know how to crawl out. I've tried, and.. I just end up right back in this same, depressing mood. I close my eyes, and cry. Very manly, yes, but, oh-fucking-well. If anyone dares to point and tease, I will take great pleasure in looking deep into your heart ( Read more... )

Because baby, one look in your eyes and I see everything that I wanted to find

I haven't had alot to write about lately. All that it would have been, is the same old things; no life; no girl; and so on. The only interesting things that have happened to me lately, is me buying things for my room. Oh, not to mention my first adventure 'up town', which I must admit, wasn't that great. In saying that, it is a biased report ( Read more... )

Depressed. Again. I don't know how someone can be down about life when Family Guy and Scrubs is on TV. I don't know, alot on my mind lately, constantly being "ten thousand miles away" or something to that effect. I just find that living in an illusion--my imagination--is more.. peaceful. If only things that I imagine would happen, or if I made ( Read more... )