i've got this girl thing now... totally wasn't even expecting it. was enjoying being single. isn't that how it always happens though? you're not looking and BAM! there it is. anyway, she's pretty great. and pretty pretty too. she's got a myspace. she's my number 4. met her at work.. but we both dress all girl-like and straight at work. ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure i'll almost never write in this stupid thing again, lol ( Read more... )

i THINK i know why i feel like this today.

so MAYBE i deserve this bitter shit today.

so i was suppose to go to walmart tonight after work to get the last of what i needed for christmas. being, some cards for people like my grandpa and then for my dad and cathy and then my mom and tim.... turns out, i couldn't make it past the card isle. i spent $35 on just cards. BUT i picked out each one for each person individually for a ( Read more... )

sooo, i'm prrrretty sure my dad just realized i was gay. but he doesn't want to admit it to himself i'm thinking. he told me to leave my keys out this morning so he could clean my car for me. i forgot so he came in this morning adn i gave them to him. completely forgot that yesterday when i was cleaning some of the shit from the move out of my ( Read more... )

i fucking hate losing money at bars!

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are all the people that god has tediously placed in my life to help me along the way. there have been people i've come accross in life that have made such a huge impact on my life, and i really truly believe they were a blessing from god. i don't know where i'd be without the people that i've been able to call friends. i will forever be grateful ( Read more... )

"this is to the woman who I loved but lost.
intertwined souls of the universe got divorced.
but it wasn't forced. got single thoughts of being double crossed,
still there's no love lost.

now i can't even start this. i see no light inside the darkness.
so whatcha want, miss? don't check my pulse because i'm heartless.
you were my life support ( Read more... )

THERE IS REAL HUMAN JARED BLOOD ON MY FRENCH MAID COSTUME.

AND I'VE GOT A HECKOFA HEADACHE